Posted by Rick in Uncategorized (Monday December 31, 2001 at 7:50 am)

Hey all. I am still pretty busy. Hopefully my computer will be all better tomorrow. Just a quick thought. Nathan and I were talking about the Les Miserables soundtrack, and I noticed that all the good songs have a postmillenial flavor. I wondered about postmillenialism and music. I don’t mean the lyrics, but rather the music itself. All of them start out kinda dark and slow, then they hit a climax and continue to grow until the end. Maybe that’s a stupid thought; I don’t know enough about music to think about it too much.

I read a few thought provoking articles by Dr. Jordan this week. One of them spoke of something I have been thinking about for awhile. Dorothy Sayers has 3 stages in her classical education. Jordan adds two previous stages to run in accordance with the 5 point covenantal system (T.H.E.O.S.). I had been looking for a better view of these stages, and Jordan may have hit it dead on.

Bye!

Posted by Rick in Uncategorized (Wednesday December 26, 2001 at 10:06 pm)

As I said the other day, I am at the Rench’s. The Rench’s are an absolutely covenantal family that I am glad to have gotten to know. I met them through their daughter Katherine about two and a half years ago. Katherine very much impressed me and still does. As I got to know Kat, I got to know the whole family. I’ve enjoyed my stay here, and I’ve especially enjoyed talking with Pastor Rench. Theophilus is great too. Theo has down syndrome, so I have been learning a lot about all that this week. I have has several great wines and great talks. Here’s my Christmas Eve quote:

“No, no, you can have that, but don’t touch the ice cream.”–Pastor Rench to two of his daughters that are something like 15 and 12 as they pulled out a bottle of vodka from the freezer to make themselves screwdrivers.

The rest of this week’s feasts:
Today-St. Stephen
Dec. 27-St. John the Evangelist
Dec. 28-Holy Innocents (commemorating Herod’s murder of the children in Bethlehem)
Jan 1-Christ’s circumcision
Jan. 6-Epiphany (commemorating the visit of the Magi or the baptism of Jesus)

On the bus ride down to Lafayette, I had the opportunity to spend about two hours sharing the gospel with a recovering drug addict (painkillers). It was an odd encounter. When I pulled into the bus station, I saw her standing outside, and something struck me. I knew that I would be talking with her. When she got on the bus, she made an effort to sit with me, and later told me that she has, for some reason, been compelled to sit with me. She pulled out a book on Eastern mysticism, and so I asked her if she liked to read. She told me she liked to read a lot about Eastern religion and then asked me if I liked to read. I told her I have read a lot, being an English major finishing up his master’s degree. Then I said that I spend most of my time reading Christian theology. She was interested, as all pluralists are. Basically I explained that the Christian is not a religion of philosophy, but rather the story of how God works with his people throught history. I explained how the Bible was a book of stories, and that we on earth are part of His story. Since I knew I had two hours, I started at the beginning, with the story of the Jews. As I went into the New Testament, I explained how God brought the gospel to the nations. I told her how God demands that all people everywhere worship the one true God. This was very difficult for her. She had basically spent all her time trying to earn salvation by good deeds and trying to bring about world peace. This is where being a postmillenialist came in handy. I told her that God had already ordained world peace, a time where the lion would graze with the lamb and the child would play by the hole of the cobra. About 45 minutes into this she realized that her best deeds were as filthy rags. She need only to keep faith in the Faithful One. This was very difficult for her to accept. I had spent most of my time explaining how her god was inconsistent. He didn’t punish the wicked, so he couldn’t be just. That God could never bring about peace. Her god was impersonal and utterly inconsistent. I spent my time showing the beauty of the gospel. She sat there stumped. She sat in silence for a full 5 minutes. You have to understand, there hadn’t been a silent minute the whole trip. Finally, I asked, “Are you scared that I am right?” She tried to deny it: “well, ya see…well…uh…….(silence)…yes.” It was really weird for me. Then she asked me “What must I do?” I felt like I was talking to the Philippian jailor. After that she had a hard time believing that her deeds couldn’t save her. I explained that because of sin, there is a great chasm between God and us. I explained how God is holy and cannot look at sin. Then I continued to remind her that Christ was faithful to God. It was really weird to me. I am always skeptical of reactions like this, but at the same time, I try to be optimistic. She told me that I had made this story sound so simple. At one point when we were talking about Hell, she told me, “Your God is aggressive.” I replied, “Yes, He is very aggressive. He orders all things. He makes that sun rise as He made His Son rise; He makes the grass grow and wither; He makes the flower bloom and fade, He gives us the everlasting Word; He makes your heart beat, and He breaks stony flesh. My God is very aggressive.” She started to understand that the one true God was not like other gods. She also told me that I should become a preacher, which I found funny from someone that really had no idea what all this is about. She told me how she was going home to go to church with her family and wasn’t really looking forward to it until our conversation. She wanted to know how to serve Christ. She wanted to read the Bible (not knowing where she should turn first, I suggested John). She’s committed to going to an OPC church while she is finishing rehab (she’s been clean three months and has two to go). OPC was the best I could direct her to. One of the weirdest moments was when she was just shaking her head and giggling. I asked what was so funny, and she replied, “I have joy.” She explained that she had been living in confusion and fear. Later she got really awkward and said, “Okay I gotta say it…The woman that bears your children is will be very blessed.” lol Pastor Rench asked if that was a pick-up line. The funny thing is, that is not the first time a woman has told me that while I was sharing the gospel. I am trying to find the correlation to that. In any case, this was on Christmas Eve, and she was really excited that Christmas is the celebration of the Incarnation. This God is real. This God is in history. As she said, “This is the true myth.” As I said, I am always skeptical. Her name is Jennifer, and I would appreciate your prayers for her. She is in her mid to late twenties and had a cute little redheaded child that she introduced to me at the bus station where we got off. She seemed really excited at the thought that in many generations, there could be several Christians in her line. As she had an interest in religion, she seemed very interested in sharing with others, this Triune God and teaching her child and her children’s children about this God. In any case, I realize that these things are often temporary. I even communicated to her that these are often like seed that springs up with life and is choked out by thorns. I explained that I am a piece of a body that rots away without my other body parts in the Church. I am hoping something comes of this. I just wish I was a more optimistic postmillenialist :-)

Posted by Rick in Uncategorized (Monday December 24, 2001 at 6:24 pm)

Hey! Miss me? My computer had a power surge Saturday night (that’s why I disappeared Rebekah). Let’s just say I am trying to salvage stuff. It messed up my SYSTEMced so I can’t even open Windows.

Sunday the Stoers and Nate Pierrepont came into town. Nate and I stayed up til 12:15 figuring out some chants, discussing books, and talking about liturgy. I am glad for the opportunity to get to know him more.

I am the Rench’s right now. I will be here all week, so I won’t be online much. Just to update blogger and check email probably.

If I don’t talk to you tomorrow, Merry Christmas. If I don’t talk to you Wednesday, Happy Feast of St. Stephen.

Check our Pastor Barach’s blogspot.

Posted by Rick in Uncategorized (Saturday December 22, 2001 at 10:40 am)

People often say I know everybody. It’s true that I know a lot of people. However, I consider very few people “close friends.” People often ask me who my best friends are. To be honest, the question comes in another form. “If you were to get married tomorrow (HAHAHAHA…sorry), who would be your groomsmen?” Well I don’t want to even guess who my groomsmen would be by the time I get married (2020?), but I can say that I have a small circle of friends I would call “close.”

As I mentioned below, Nathan Blevins (on the right in this pic)is one of my closest friends. Nathan and I probably have a million stories to tell about each other. When I was at Belhaven, I had some pretty bad roommates. My first roommate wasn’t really that bad. I would be in bed by two; he would get in after three. I would leave the room by eight; he wouldn’t wake up til about eleven. It actually made for a pretty good situation. We never saw each other. After the first semester, he moved in with a friend. I don’t think it worked out too well because everytime I go to Belhaven, he greets me like I am his best friend. I must have looked like an angel compared to the other guy. In any case, my second roommate was a nightmare. I had the front half of the room; he had the back half. Steve would have trash piled knee deep on his half of the room, but the comforter hanging off his bed always disguised his disgusting habit. He would spend hours on the internet (and hey that’s what I want to be doing : :grin: :) , so my phone line was busy. One time he came after me because he thought I broke the phone line…that’s an interesting story…let’s just say that after that confrontation, he moved out. Honestly though, I am not as bad as I make myself sound. Nathan was witness to that one. Who would of thought that a six foot six 300 lb guy from Germany would cry? Anyway, that semester left me with my laptop in Nathan’s room…either that or I had to borrow Nathan’s phone for my hours of socializing with a special “friend.” ;-) Nathan and I got to be good friends over that year but especially in the second semester. Nathan and I would have killed each other as roommates though. Nathan is what some would call a neat freak. One time an RA came into the room, dropped down to his knees and exclaimed, “It’s a sanctuary!” Another time I dripped a bit of salsa on the floor. Good thing Nathan was on the phone or I might have been pummeled. He gave me the ever famous “evil eye.” I quickly wiped it up, put cleanser on the floor, and gave it an orange scented aroma bath. Seeing that Nathan was still giving me the evil eye, I quickly grabbed his bottle of vitamins and was about to pour them on the salsa spot when I saw him crack a smile. Man, I have a lot of memories with that guy. Nathan and I loved to dicuss theology and Southern culture. We still do. Nathan will finish his degree in…it’s funny, I am not sure if it’s history or pre-law or government…it all kinda blurs to me…this May. He just left for Florida and he’ll be here next week.

One of my other good buddies is Israel Contreras. I also met Israel while I was at Belhaven. However, he was not a student. Israel lived in York, Alabama, at the time where he was studying pastoral training under Pastor Martin Murphy through Greenville’s mentorship program. Israel was simply passing through, I believe, to visit the Burton’s. Since I spent most of my time at Belhaven at the Burton’s, I got to make a great friend. Israel and I haven’t been able to get extremely close because of distance, but I still consider him one of my dearest friends. We have a common love for the Word and theology. Israel is one of the most humble and godly young men I know. He has a degree in History from the University of West Alabama. He currently lives in Dothan where he is still working on pastoral training. He is considering going back to get some sort of degree in computers (how funny that I am so imprecise with my closest friends). Israel is also the epitome of the Southern gentleman. Only Nathan comes close to perfecting it as well as Israel. Last time I saw Israel was at the Trinity Advance in Florida. He needs to come visit me too. I appreciated Israel giving me a call while I was in New York before Thomas got there. I was dying from having no one likeminded there.

My other great friend is my roommate, Thomas Hilleke. Thomas never reads my blog, so I can say what I want about him. Although Nathan won’t read this since he’s on the road, and I doubt Israel comes around here often enough to read what I am saying about him. In any case, Thomas is the only one worth making fun of. Thomas and I don’t really remember how we became friends. It happened some time in the last two years. We always discuss how we have no concept of time. “Remember that day a long time ago when you made that omelette with the…” “That was this morning.” “Oh yeah, guess it was.” I’ve always heard it told that good friends shouldn’t live together. Somehow, it has worked for us. Neither one of us is very confrontational, ya know, unless the other one is sinning, so we don’t ever argue. Thomas is probably closer to me in theology than my other two good friends…not that the other two are that different from me. We enjoy talking about stuff from Theologia and Biblical Horizons a lot. He is always spending time with his girlfriend Emily. This is us three and Heid after the May ball. When I first met Thomas, I thought he was a lot of fun but didn’t know how serious he was about the Christian faith. After living with him, I realize he puts me to shame. He walks around upstairs reading his Bible three to four hours a day. He takes extensive notes on what he reads. He will receive his Bachelor’s in Criminal Justice in May and will then go on for his Master’s. Right now I have a 35 page list of offenses in the Old Testament on my hard drive because of the notes Thomas takes while reading his Bible. Talk about helpful. He’s a sharp cookie.

The Monroe college age people often get a bad rap for not being as serious theologically as the group in Ruston. What I’ve learned over the past few years is that these guys are very serious theologically. They are just a lot more quiet about it. They know how to live the Christian life without always publicly showing off their knowledge. Who would think guys like Thomas would spend all that time in the Word, and who would think Matt Wilkins reads straight through Calvin’s Commentaries? Only people that get to know our group intimately. The difference probably comes in that nearly everyone in the Ruston is a convert while everyone in the Monroe group, with the exception of Emily, is second or third generation Christians. I sometimes want to call myself a convert, but I was baptized as a child and really don’t remember a time when I didn’t know Christ. I was raised in the Church all my life and have missed worship only a handful of Sundays in my entire life. I know I haven’t missed worship in at least ten years. Sure, I haven’t been Protestant all my life. I have always believed Christ died for my sins. I only “converted” to Protestantism when I found out what the Roman Catholic Church actually taught concerning soteriology.

Posted by Rick in Uncategorized (Saturday December 22, 2001 at 12:48 am)

I heard Enrique Iglesias’s song “Hero” for the first time today (boy that tells you how often I listen to the radio..I first heard about it a few months ago). A girl once told me that the first time she heard it, she thought about me (LOL yeah I bet). It really is a pretty song cept for some of the lines heh. You can ignore the bold. I just happened to like those lines.

Let me be your Hero

Would you dance
if I asked you to dance?

Would you run
and never look back?
Would you cry
if you saw me cry?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble
if I touched your lips?

Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die
for the one you loved?

Hold me in your arms, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Would you swear
that you’ll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
Or would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?

I don’t care…
You’re here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Oh, I just want to hold you.
I just want to hold you.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?

I don’t care…
You’re here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by your forever.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.

Posted by Rick in Uncategorized (Saturday December 22, 2001 at 12:38 am)

I just watched Planet of the Apes…the new one. I thought ole Marky Mark had such an opportunity at the end, but he blew it. Here he was on this new planet with all the humans thinking he was this type of saviour from the heavens and his monkey Placeus is mistaken for the monkey that founded the planet and who had had his second coming. So his monkey and him are basically ruling the whole planet. The funny thing is that I thought “What a great witnessing opportunity!” So if you and your monkey are ever stranded on a foreign planet, don’t go home. Think of it as a far away country that needs the gospel. I should go to bed before I have any more of these “profound” three in the morning thoughts.

Posted by Rick in Uncategorized (Friday December 21, 2001 at 5:11 pm)

Well I went to see Fellowship of the Ring. The gave it their best effort. I think they did the best they really could. But how can you capture LOTR on film? I especially liked the “Redemption of Galadriel,” the redemption of Boromir, and the death of Gandalf.

Posted by Rick in Uncategorized (Friday December 21, 2001 at 9:17 am)

Hurrah for friends like Nathan. I talked for a few hours with my old buddy Nathan (til about 2:30 in the morning actually–3:30 his time). Sometimes your voice has to travel 720 miles to make sense. Nathan and I met while we were at Belhaven College. There we beat everyone over the head with Calvinism. Since then we’ve taken many sedatives designed for people like us. They’re called humility pills. Between Nathan and my friend Heidi moving away from Jackson (ironically, they both moved back to Bristol–Heidi to the VA side; Nathan to the TN side) to go back home, I knew I couldn’t stay at Belhaven. That’s how I ended up in Monroe. I visited Monroe twice while at Belhaven, once with Heidi and once with Nathan. When they both left, hey, what’s there in Jackson? It’s not like it’s like the rest of the great state of Mississippi. Well Nathan and I talked about everything imaginable like how women under 20 can’t stick with a decision (oh no! block the discussion mechanism) unless they’re from Texarkana (then they’re married by 18) or a total retro prairiemuffin, and about how the government George W. is a well-meaning but completely naive man ( I do believe that he is well-meaning). Nathan explained all the Afghan stuff to me. He also told me Afghani was incorrect because, I think he said, it is what the call their currency. He also told me the “truth” about what is going on there. I can stand to waste my time watching the news. I just call up buddies like Nathan. Nathan also made a verbal commitment to come visit me in Louisiana next week. We will drink a beer together with Thomas and Donald before Donald’s wedding and discuss the meaning of life. I mean, with us four, it is bound to be an interesting discussion.

So if you have a friend like Nathan, pour yourself a mug of beer and celebrate. I don’t care if it is only 9 in the morning in the West.

Posted by Rick in Uncategorized (Thursday December 20, 2001 at 10:10 pm)

“I found a crumpled index card on the street. It reads, ‘Funny how the freedom of youth turns to loneliness in old age.’”
From Mighty Girl

Posted by Rick in Uncategorized (Thursday December 20, 2001 at 7:02 pm)

Oh and I am realizing that blogger goes on Pacific time. And I don’t really like Pacific time. So there. Oh and since I am normally posting after midnight, it messes up all my days. So that little post about the Hornes should be on Thursday, not Wednesday. Yeah, anyway, I should probably quit talking.

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