Life stuff
I suppose y’all deserve an update on my life and what’s been going on. Of course, I’ve spent about all of my free time with Rick, but every memory seems really smudged together. Sometimes I hate the fact that I have such a bad memory of what just happened because I’m sure we’ve had some great moments. It’s all just one big lump of happiness. Just so y’all know, we’re not the typical sugary-sweet cutesy couple; so when I say “one big lump of happiness,” don’t envision something like a sugar cube. Okay, maybe I should phrase it differently anyway. I’m not going to deny that there are times of sadness, but those can be beautiful times when we see them redeemed. To sum it all up, we’ve gotten a lot closer, even though at times it doesn’t seem possible. We’ve grown a lot and learned more about each other. I’ve learned how he likes his clothes folded (I’m still learning HOW to do that). I’ve learned that his favorite thing for breakfast is eggs, he hates peppermint ice cream, he acts just like a 5-year-old when he doesn’t feel well (which, by the way, is not an insult; it’s very endearing), and, well, he is… well, he’s pretty amazing. I guess I knew that beforehand, but he is always proving more and more that he is the person I want to spend every single day of my life with, to its very end. He is going to help make me into the woman I want to be. He is going to guide me exactly where I want to go and where I want to end up. He’s making me see how much of a servant I need to be; and though indirectly, he is often showing me the areas where I need to work on improvement. Knowing that I get to marry Rick, I kinda feel sorry for all the other girls in the world. But I’m sure that all the godly wives with all those godly husbands probably feel somewhat the same way. I just don’t know how it could get any better than this.