It’s been so long since I’ve actually written my thoughts or recorded any recent happenings with our family, so I thought I’d take a little break from posting pictures (although some favorite shots of our ocean trip will be posted soon) and give everyone a little update. Hopefully it won’t bore you all to tears.
Antonio has his two bottom teeth! They are really cute. They came in only a few days apart from each other, and those were brutal days. I think he must be working on some more, because he’s been very needy and clingy. I’ve been wearing/holding him lots because he always wants to be up next to me (he’s sleeping on my lap right now). He’s also scooting all over the place, and quickly. I’ve been fishing lots of new foreign objects out of his mouth since he’s gained this ability to be mobile. It’s fun to see him getting around, but definitely keeps me more on my toes!
Kyrie is just having fun being a cute little 2-year-old, with tantrums in between. Her sweet moments make up for all the challenging ones. She’s talking so clearly and seeming so grown-up to me. I can’t believe how quickly she’s grown, even after every grandmother told me that they grow up way too quickly.
We’re doing fine in Spokane, enjoying the company of family and friends. Lately I’ve been feeling a bit out of place, anxious to have a home of our own again. I guess I feel homesick, but I’m not sure what home I’m missing. It’s not Monroe (though I do miss Hollie and the Amos kids terribly), and it’s not the house we packed up and left in May — it’s a home we’ve never lived in yet, but I want to find out what it is, where it is, and start making memories of our family in it. I’m really appreciative of the hospitality of family members, but there is only so much hospitality we can expect a family to extend, even if they are our loving relatives. I hate feeling like I’m imposing. I want to take a turn to open up my doors to my family and friends, cook them a meal, and serve them. When I think of what I’d like most about living in Spokane, it’s having the opportunity to have people over. We’re somewhat homeless here, and that makes me feel we have nothing to offer others, but that they’re always only giving to us. I want to change that. I want to be able to give to them. Okay, I should stop before this turns into a book. Suffice it to say, I will be thankful when this season of our life is over and we get settled again. I love being spontaneous to a degree, but I think Kyrie and Antonio suffer a bit from it.
Dinner is about to be served, so that about wraps it up for us.
July 4th, 2008 at 12:33 am
Aww two teeth!! We will keep praying for you guys to find a job and house, wherever God wants you! It has been nice to have you guys here!
July 5th, 2008 at 5:13 pm
I know what you mean about feeling like you want to have your own home here. When Youssef and I were visiting his friends and relatives a year and a half ago for christmas I just had this great urge to clean and bake. The friends we were staying with of course didn’t want us to have to worry about things like that, but after a few weeks of vacationing and Lily being stressed with the different places and jet lag, I just wanted to be productive in a way or something. I think it was a feeling of wanting to be “home” and so forth. I think it’s easier when you don’t have kids to hang out at friends houses and stuff, but with kids it’s hard because you have to watch them more constantly and stuff.
Anyway, I hope Rick finds a job up here so you can look for a house to rent! (I don’t think it will be too hard to find a rental.)